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finally....
i only have 2 more days in milledgeville, and then i get to come home.
i am going to miss osiris so much i cant even describe. im sure ill never see him again after i leave and i hurts because i have become so attached to him... i love him so much.
my best friend
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Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
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Saturday, January 28th, 2006
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look what i found.
scott baby, i think this is a winner!
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here.... and here are the reasons why:
-the people below me must cook fucking disgusting speghetti everynight and have their fumes go up through the vents in my apartment and all end up in my bathroom. (i have a fucking tiny bathroom and every time i open up the door, it smells like tomatoes. i am so sick of it. it used to smell like pot. now i wish it still did)
-the kitchen is always dirty and there are so many dishes that they are all crammed in a little tiny space in a little tiny cabinet.
-my room is too small so i keep stubbing my toe on my bed to get to my desk.
-there is WAY more to say but i cant say it on here ;)
anyways i cant wait to come home. this place just isnt made for me
so now that i have 1/16th of my frustration off my chest, ill try to stop feeling sorry for myself. i just cant wait until next semester, or really may 5th, which is my last day of school in dumb ole milledgeville.
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goodnight
PS: I CANT WAIT FOR PROJECT RUNWAY TO COME ON TONIGHT! ITS GONNA BE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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right this exact moment, i NEED to go to disney world and go to the "honey i shrunk the kids" playground!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please take me!!! i wanna gooooooooooo
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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well i went grocery shopping at walmart.... little did i know what was lurking on the floor in the canned veggie isle!
i was pushing my cart full of cheap food, when the cart ran over something bumpy... i really didnt think much of it, and then my shoes started to get slippery and slipping on the floor. i looked down and guess what i saw i had just walked through...
DISGUSTING PUKE!!!!!
it was all yellow and chunky and the bumpy part that the cart rolled over were all the wet papertowels that were all mixed in with the throwup. after i looked at it, i thought i was going to puke myself. that is fucking disgusting, especially in a store that sells FOOD!
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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you know that feeling you get when you get out of the ocean, go up to your hotel room, and take a HOT shower and it still smells like saltwater?
I LOVE THAT FEELING and i wanna go to the beach right now.
and i love polar bears
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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
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| Subject: | ghosts |
| Time: | 4:06 pm. |
| Mood: | burr its so cold and i love it. | | Music: | turtle tank. |
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so mike has told me that there are ghosts in his apartment...
and this morning, scott left for work and i stayed sleeping. after about an hr after scott had left, i woke up to something running from their living room to scotts bedroom, jumping on my bed, and then running back out. i seriously felt the weight on me when it jumped on me. so im awake now and scared to death, but my eyes keep rolling back in my head and i feel numb all over and i cant move a muscle, even though i kept trying. it was like i was drugged, or something was in my body!!!! so anyways, i kept falling back asleep bc my eyes wouldnt let me be awake, even though i had already 10 hrs of sleep, and i again, woke up to a quiet knock on my door. i thought it was mike, but i didnt say anything.
later on mike got back and i asked him if he was home earlier to see if it was him who woke me up by knocking on the door, and he said no he hadnt been there earlier.
i was so scared and i kept feeling paralized.
IF ANYONE HAS FLET PARALYZED OR ANY FEELING LIKE THAT BEFORE AND THOUGHT IT WAS A GHOST, TELL ME, i wanna know ;)
in case you were wondering what exactly i was feeling when i said i felt paralized, picture this: have you ever had a dream where something is chasing after you, but when you try to run, you cant move, or if you can move, its in slow motion? thats how i felt when i couldnt move, but i was awake!
ps: right by scotts apartment complex, there is a bellydancing place. i saw belly dancers leaving it today and they were all dressed like jasmine from "aladdin".
also, right down the street from little five points, there is million dollar homes, literally. i saw one for sale online that was 1.3 million. they are the most amazing things i have ever seen. sooooooooo unique looking! hopefully ill take a pic so you alls can see em.
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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its so hard to have so much time to think... because when you have time to think, you can never sleep because your mind is always going.. nonstop.
i feel like this almost every single day. im actually miserable, which is really hard and almost pathetic for me to say, but i am. i hate being here, away from most everything that means something to me. i almost feel like i cant breath when im here. i cant open myself up to anyone here. i just dont feel right or comfortable. i dont think i can take it much longer, i really dont.
i hate feeling sorry for myself because i am here, but i cant help it. when i come back, i dont even care to leave my room. i cant tell if im just being dumb or i am just not suppose to be here. its weird because when im in class, im ok and happy, but when i am not, but still here, i get depressed and dont know what to do.
and i hate feeling this way because i feel so fucking selfish. millions of people have so many problems in their lives, and the only single thing i can think of is that i am here, and not there. i wish i could change how i feel...
this is so hard.
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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so yesterday, our neighbor's cats like to walk in between their back
porch and our backporch. they have two cats, Bentley and Anna. bentley
is the nice fat one, but i had never met anna before yesterday. when
bentley came to the door, i let him in to play with our cat, osiris.
when anna came i let her in too, bc i though she would be nice. BUT NO right when i let her in to play so PURE ATTACKED!!!!!!!
she started hissing and had her hair all stood up! osiris was so very
curious so he kept "tanting" her and runnin up to her so she got madder
and madder! finally, because i didnt want osiris to get hurt (hes so
precious) i grabbed him when i could without gettin all scratched up
and i threw him in siobhan's room. next mission: TO GET THAT CRAZY CAT OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!!!!!
so i left the back door open so she could get out there, but she
wouldnt budge, and she kept hissing at me! so i had to get out that
trusty ole BROOM! haha because
osiris is deathly afraid of that broom so i thought maybe it would
scare anna out. well, to my surprise, she looked at me like i was gonna
be her DINNER haha and so i booped her bottom with the broom really lightly to see if she would leave and she HISSED so much more at me with those fangs!(not really fangs haha)
it was so scary!!!
but finally she just mosied on out. right when she left i slammed the
doorso she would not come back. bentley on the other hand was so scared
that he hid under the table the whole time. hahahah i love bentley.
that is why i will NEVER get a cat of my own bc im afraid of them!
anyways, i had two tests today, stat and econ. how fun is that?! i
think i did ok on both though. i actually think i got a 100 on my math
test hahahhahhahahhahaha suckers!
LISTEN TO THIS:
my school has an indoor pool and so i planned on swimming some laps,
you know, for exercise and stuff. so, i went when it opened, and there
was our school's swim team about to practice and i didnt want to swim
with them so i got scared and went back home! hahahha i am so laame!
this weekend mel and caitlin are coming and i cannot wait! i am so excited for that!!!
however, i miss you most.
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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THANKS PAUL FOR THE AWESOME HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!
is your lamp ok?
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
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i cant wait to look soooo skiny like i did when i was 12 ;)
and i miss these days... not the make-up, just the days haha
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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This is the first one of these i have ever posted, so ppplease do it for me ;)
1. Best memory of you and me.
2. Favourite thing about me.
3. What's the best thing you've ever done with me.
4. What's my best quality.
5. What's my worst quality.
5. Describe me in as many adjectives as you want.
6. If you could set me up with someone who would it be.
7. Name one band i like.
8. Name one thing i wear.
9. Name one thing i love.
10. Name one thing you think i should have.
11. Say one fact about me.
12. Write your honest opinion of me.
13. Post this on your journal.
AND I LOVE BEING A CHRISTIAN!!!!
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
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i was watching the show on MTV called NEXT and there was a guy on there who got nexted and he went onto the bus and started crying bc he thought he was missing out on the greatest love of all time. he kept saying that she was the one, the perfect woman, BUT HE WAS ONLY WITH HER FOR 37 MINUTES!!!
LAME LAME LAME
i love tv.
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Friday, October 14th, 2005
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well im going to GA state next year and i am pretty sure that im gonna be able to live down there... but i dont think im going to have a roomate... if anyone has any ideas, let me know.. and forget the idea "live with scott" bc i cant :(
if anyone knows of any one-bedroom apartments that arent CRAZY expensive, please let me know, cause i might have to resort to that. i think i would like that though
i had a dream last night that i won some sort of prize and it was worth just about 100,000 dollars, but these CRAZY blond-haired bitches kept trying to get at it and steal it saying it was their's! well, i was at a restaurant and this waiter there helped me out and locked me in a bathrooom so those bitches wouldnt hurt me and try to steal it while he finished his shift. then we went to his silver car and i watched a dvd while he drove me away from the girls, but the girls kept chasing us in their HOT red car. it really was frightening! thats all haha
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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ok so today i had 8:00 class and i rushed out the door at 7:50 trying to make it on time. little did i know that i had WALKED THROUGH A SPIDER WEB. dont you just HATE when that happens? so im sitting in class, taking the test i was almost late for, and my arm kept getting tickled! haha so i felt around and i kept getting the web caught around my fingers and it was sticky. i also just drank a bunch of coffee and i have no more gum.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh what a mornin.
i had a dream about being a waitress, bc scott just became a waiter, and we had to wear BIG black t-shirts(the ones where the sleves go down to your elbows) and we had to tuck them in and puff them out a bunch. ugly! haha i remember that i though tucking in t-shirts and puffing them out was "COOL" i was in 6th grade. that was when being inlove with leonardo decaprio and the hansons were a MUST. it was also when every girl that was "popular" or "cool/hot" wore that stupid disgusting black lipliner. did anyone else experience that?
my middle school was awesome in one way though, in the lunch room, we could get REAL taco bell. HOW AWESOME IS THAT??!! i cant beleive back then i only ate one taco for lunch. now this fatty can eat like 4...i wouldnt be surprised.
bye.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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i just read old journal entries from almost two years ago. (not mine by the way)... i miss those days. i miss the nervousness and the anticipation. i miss it all
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Friday, September 9th, 2005
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so siobhan and i got a kitten named prancer from the animal shelter ;) we didnt like his name so we named him osiris. he has five toes, he loves to lick faces, he purrs non-stop, as well as passing gas all day long and he loves our pink shag rugs. he is 15 weeks old!
( our baby osiris )
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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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haha i cant believe just a few months ago i was complaining that gas was $2.30... that'll show me never to complain again.
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Monday, August 29th, 2005
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my stumach keeps growling and i dont know what to do. im in computer class haha its embarrassing
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