well another year at ole gcsu and i guess i could say im very excited about having my own apartment and such, but as pathetic as it sounds, i have no friends here, well except my roomate because they all came to their senses and went back to where they were happy. of course i decide to say for a reason that i dont even know yet. i miss everyone so much and i really dont want to start another year here knowing that everyone else i love is about 2 hrs away from me. 

christin, mel, and caitlin: i miss you guys so much as roomates, and i say that mel and caitlin were bc they were in my room as much as we were. 

lauren: i seriously cannot wait to live with you downtown. i think we will both be VERY VERY VERY happy there, concidering everyone we love is right by us or only 20 min away...

scott: my baby ;) i miss you every second.

anyways, i am sitting here about to go to bed like a loser because i have an early class and i dont wanna be tired... but i did take pics of my bedroom and my bathroom for your enjoyment. haha and um, the living room and kitchen i will not post, so as to SURPRISE each and every one of you when you come VISIT me. i cant wait to visit all of yous!

ps: we are getting a little kitty on friday! i cant wait to snuggle with it!

( mmmm )

i want a queen or full bed. my parents refuse to buy me a bed so now i have to bring the ole trundle to my apartment in milledgeville for next year. im never going to sleep because the bed creaks like crazy. GRRRRREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love shopping. my mom was i guess feeling generous and bought me a pair of steve madden shoes and those goucho pant things haha... still dont know if i can pull those off yet but hey, they are comfortable.

my mom doesnt think dolly parton got implants, but i do. what do you think?

so yesterday morning, when i went to go take a shower, i found that i had a dark red hand print on my arm... it reminded me of the movie the ring.  i must have slept with my hand clenching my arm, but i dont understand how i could have bc if you try it, its pretty uncomfortable.

anyways, today was me and scott's one year and 6 month anniversary! he had the most romantic thing planned, but it was ruined by the rain... i still wanted to go, so we went to some park (i forget the name) and there was a creek, a pond, and a river. we only saw the pond but it was still pretty. i loved spending all day with him. then we went to frankies and ate LOTS of garlic pasta. YUM. luckily i got the leftovers haha. ok so then i took him to batman begins. it was suprisingly VERY good!

look at this smile! it makes me melt ;)

so of course today was a horrible day considering i have a 2.96 right now which means, no more hope bc my lit teacher said she didnt want to give out too many A's because it looked bad on her part... so whatever, i owe my parents 4000 dollars.

on a lighter note, lauren and i found a baby opossum outside! its kinda gross, but kinda cute too... here are a few pics of the rodent ;)

ps: i can see christin wanting this for a pet hahahhahahahahahahaha

i hate when someone calls and calls and calls and you dont ever answer or call them back......DONT THEY GET THE FUCKING CLUE???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways, i am watching fear factor and i love that. and i love summer. and i dont love how i get upset or emotional over every little thing. i sometimes hate being a girl.

all i want is for college to be over, to get married, get my little cavalier king charles spaniel, and to have my first little girl.

( here are some pics from this weekend )